Uhh yeah.

OOOH holycrap.
okayokayokay updates.
*deep breath* I went to Anchorage for a ski race and learned to shoot right handed and hung out with my snowshoe friends and shopped and skiied lots and raced and the I came home and made some cupcakes with my rifle on my back and then I realized that cheerios are just doughnut seeds, and then I applied for a summer program which is stressful and I really want to get in and I got confirmed into my church and then I backed up into a car and cost myself $1,000 bucks to replace a bumper!
*pant*
And theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen, there was this HUUUGE drama with my ski coach. Not really going to get into that, but yeah. Goody goody gum drops... 
And so so so so ahem, back to the subject I'm ALWAYS talking about on here- males. 
Uhhhuhh.
BigMan is way into me. Yeah, except I have no idea how I feel about him! And I don't know if I would ever want to go out with him so bad that I would have to convince my parents to let me go out with an 18 year old.  
Uhh yeah, so I was going to go to the shooting range with Mr. Mess this weekend, and ooooof course he asks "so is this like a date or something?" Um, no. No thank you.
Then there's Puker, who I have no idea what really happened with. He started texting me and teasing me about my big butt and stuff, and then asked me "What would you say if I asked you out?" And I  told him I wanted to get to  know him better, but he is impossible to text! Ugh though, he's quite cute. But anyways, we were texting a bit before he came here and he was talking real big game and everything, and I barely got so much as a hug when he was here!
Moving on, though!
Yep, there's more! 
I already kind of mentioned Champ, but this weekend we hung out a lot together during the games, and gave each other back massages. Yum yum. But yeah, he's SO cute! I get to hang out with him tonight, we'll see how that goes...
I seriously am all over the freaking place! I cannot seem to figure out any of my feelings.